Stepping out from the Shadows
Yesterday as I hit print of my latest book, I felt a mixture of emotions, excitement, relief that it was finally time – I was finally ready to come out of the shadows I had retreated into 10 years ago, so there was nervousness & fear. You see this book has been 10 years in the making. It was the outcome of asking one question of the Universe …’Was I on track when I believed it was being In-Grace and non-attached to money?’ The answer shocked me and the book was as a result of that answer. From the Ethers poured information that would take me 10 years to understand, integrate and then BE the vibration of the knowledge as a living breathing vibration of that which I wrote.
Yet that night I slept a restless sleep, after a day of congratulations I sat for a moment or so in solitude in my outdoor area to overhear a group of my neighbours all talking about me in unkind terms. The same neighbour who’s cat kept coming into my home peeing all over my furniture and then my bed … my voiced concerns to my neighbour resulted in being called a F###king liar, he then reported my cat to the council who came and threatened to take him and put him down. That same neighbour who told the neighbourhood I was a liar and they believed him.
I endeavour to be strong and not let it impact me, but it still seeps in. Because no matter how much we heal, and I certainly do that, there is obviously still some residue left within my body, mind and soul, a residue of pain that was triggered by Constance-Hall’s video which was the first thing I saw this morning. An amazing writer who finally found fame only to be bullied unmercifully by trolls.
I know many amazing people who are hiding in the shadows right now – who have amazing gifts that can heal so many. Yesterday within the Village project I was given the gift of Strength from the others within the group. At the time I was surprised that was what I needed because I felt still, grounded and strong and it never fails to amaze me how incredibly brilliant we are knowing exactly what we need before we even know ourselves.
As someone once said Jan-Marie you ‘Have-to’ get your work out into the market place it is so very much needed. At the time I was hiding from the bullying on the Gold Coast so frankly, I didn’t care. The point is there is always going to be ignorant people, who are so unconscious and so much in their own pain who will hit out at anyone if they can … and if we are to come out of the shadows and bring our work out into the market place AND WE WILL … then we need to be strong within – very strong and this means we need to heal our own deepest fears of survival, or being attacked, of being criticised and made fun of …. we need tap into our STRONGEST WHY
… when I asked what was mine yesterday, I heard. Your Why is because your work is YOU it is who you ARE, you are your greatest work. (And when I feel into that vibration I feel that strength renewed) So I ask you to join me in coming out of the shadows and fully into your Divine Purpose, as a vibration of your Divinity to fully embody your WHY – why you chose to birth on this planet at this time.
We did not come here to shrivel and die on the vine of trolls but to do what we came here to do – to share our gifts with the world, so that as you and I heal our hearts so too does it heal another heart and together we allow that vibration to flow unimpeded through the universe. It is time. This Transformation Accelerator is from the Freedom to BE – Amazing program. www.brilliantlifesuccess.com
♥©♥ 2019 Jan-Marie Brooke
Inspired by Constance-Hall and the Village Project with Michelle Lewis