Monthly Archives: February 2015

Your Story – What is it Creating

Your Story – What is it Creating

More of what you Want  … Or less of what You Want.

Are you ready to stop hiding behind the tree and come out and Shine?

Imagine waking up each morning and knowing that your energy was clear and high and you could put 100% into positive actions to create the most awesome experience in that day. Yet it is a rare person who can really achieve this; oh, they will tell you they do because they are faking it till they make it, and there is nothing wrong with that. It is better than hiding in bed, exhausted and in despair that life is hard and everything is a struggle. Except, it is time to get real and instead of faking it, actually living it with ease.

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Everyone is Better than Me

‘Everyone is Better than Me’

Are they really?  A small child certainly doesn’t think this – their little personalities are not flavoured with failures/life-experience, so they are fresh, innocent and self confident.  As we grow from childhood into adult every now and then something shifts from having a strong belief in Self to faltering with doubt raising its pesky head … then an even peskier little devil wants to join the party … the ‘Everyone is better than me … or everyone has so much more to offer than me’ rears up like a ancient serpent of the sea, crashing into where it is not wanted.

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Keeping Sane and on Track

 Keeping Sane and On-Track

Living on Planet Earth comes with a complex set of rules, social implications and the need to have money to pay to live on our ‘spot’ on planet earth – and because we are human we come with a multitude of belief patterns, emotional reactions and dare I use the word ‘expectations’ of what we want to achieve, the lifestyle we want for ourselves. In my 28 years of specializing in transformational healing, many of my clients have complex sets of beliefs running their lives.  Maybe back in the 60’s it was simple.  Men went to work, the wife stayed home and looked after everyone.  Pretty much 9 – 5 or 7.30 – 3.30 am working existence.  There was less of everything so it was less stressful and it was easier to feel sane in our insanely busy world.

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Doubt the Thief of Dreams

Doubt is the Thief of Dreams

Doubt is the greatest thief of our dreams. When we doubt ourselves in any way, we keep ourselves locked into victim mentality and no matter how much bolstering from others about how talented, beautiful, handsome we may be, it falls on deaf ears.

Whereas, fear is tangible in that it grabs hold of you and shakes the very foundations of you and your life. It is right in your face, it stares you down at the breakfast table and at the conference table. There is no doubt that it is fear; your whole body is screaming fear.

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Subconscious Mind, Sleep & Success

Subconscious Mind, Sleep & Success

It has been a year of extremes already and we are only in the 2nd month – amazing learning curves.  Exciting amazing energy and crashes and burns. It has also been one of major clarity and transformation.

This week I crashed after going into a business environment and then had amazing sleeps.  It is gold when I get a beautiful clean  7 – 8 hour sleep.  Gold I tell you 🙂  So to have two nights in a row, I thought I had cracked it big time.  Mind you the days were a tad odd in that I was so sleepy – so when a friend rang and asked if I wanted to do a roadie with lunch at Bribie Island, I jumped at it.  As usual we laugh till we almost wet our panties, act like 20 somethings and are really outrageous being just us.  Love it.

It was also the launch of ‘I call it How to get away with Murder’ … on tv.  I like a bit of TV after a long day at the computer or reading – it is a way to chill out before sleep.  Or so I thought.

Was I in for a surprise.  Around 1.30 am I became consciously aware of what my subconscious mind was processing.  It was montage of all the murder suspects laid out on paper but the paper was thick and the name was on the bottom layer and it required rubbing away at the top layers to reveal the name.  As this was playing out, my hips were aching … it was like the names were layered into my hips. (Hips are to Jupiter = expansion and freedom)

I knew it was pointless attempting to sleep through this, so went to my program ‘Living Brilliantly’ and chose a Transformation  Accelerator.  It came up with ‘Divine Masculine’ of which the opposite polarity in this case is, ‘Bully – Sociopathic Behaviour’.  OMG I cant tell you even after having access to this program for 14 years it never fails to surprise me.  I chose this Accelerator in the dark – I just love it – it is always so accurate.  I do the release and add in the Access Consciousness release statement and it is powerful, my hips are jerking all over the place letting me know how powerful it is.  It allows me to go back to sleep for a few hours, but there are still some remnants there, as I can feel this just before I wake so I need to pay attention to this issue … as it is another layer to the ‘Lies to Hide Dishonest Behaviour’ thread that has been playing out all year.

Divine Masculine – Sociopathic Behaviour

Divine Masculine

The reason I included this personal experience in this blog is to show HOW sensitive we are now – we have had some powerful energy shifts this year … and what we could maybe get away with last year, via merging with other people’s energy fields, and this includes the movies and TV shows and what we read.  Well the game poles have shifted and we can no longer do this – we are going to feel it strongly.

We can no longer do business in the ways of the past and there has been a new energy vibration come in this year to support this … and that now includes our personal lives.  Whatever we thought was okay last year – has changed … and if we wish to stabilize  this new energy and integrate it as a way of being then we need to be mindful of everything we touch, listen, engage etc.

For me I need to be extra discerning about what I watch on TV – I usually like gardening, renovation etc. so this is telling me to absolutely not watch this new series.  I am absolutely conscious of the fact that for my work to be out there, so people can benefit from it, I need to get a good nights sleep, consistently – for me sleep either allows success with ease – or lack of sleep means it is challenging to be consistently motivated, full of vitality and high energy.

The question I ask you – and this Blog Challenge is about engaging people to interact and comment on the website to engage the search engines 🙂 … anyway

  1. Are you aware of what you subconscious mind is tracking and attaching the days events TO?  IE:  Mind was to Sociopathic behaviour and Lies (and lawyers are expert at this)
  2. What is it that you need to be absolutely aware and mindful of these days.
  3. What choices are you making to BE of this world but not in it – because this is more  important than ever before.
  4. How do you plan to expand your business mindful that we cannot do business in the ways of the past, YET we still need to engage people and bring them toward us so we can share what it is that we offer.

I would absolutely appreciate if you would post your answers on the comments section of 🙂  Thanks in advance.

Clarity through Infinite Wisdom

Late yesterday I decided not to continue the blogging challenge.  The day had been one of exhaustion and a desire for all the crap in my world, the world to stop.  The cry so deep from within my soul to express itself in my complete truth felt stifled.  I had experienced the most amazing energy early this year … and yet as soon as I stepped into the business world again it was ripped apart by the density of that which is business.

It was hot so I went to the beach to read and enjoy the sea breeze, instead as I sat there this sadness began popping up.  Early this year as I said I went through an amazing heart healing in which I finally came out of denial and saw my ex-husband for what he was.  A man who lied to hide his dishonest behaviour.  For some bizarre reason I never acknowledged this.  I asked my best friend of 25 years had I ever mentioned that I thought he was having an affair.  No she said, never.  Even though I have had this amazing heart healing … there is more (our relationships give us the greatest opportunity to heal ourselves).  Layers of anger, hurt, disappointment etc had to surface as I realised this one event had robbed me of having a loving nurturing relationship in those 25 years because of the shame and guilt I felt after he placed the blame onto me for the marriage ending.

This unfoldment came about because someone close to me is having an affair with a married man.  She herself is single so there is not real issue there.  However, I could not let go of the lies this man was telling his wife to hide his dishonest behaviour.  It was sufficient to push my own experience to the surface for healing.

Then as I allowed the memories to bubble up … I began to remember all the other lies told by those in my family.  OMG it was rife and lies hurt.  They really hurt others so why on earth are we all so addicted to letting this go on.

We are on the precipice of an amazing opportunity to heal our hearts at such deep levels, but honestly the lies we tell ourselves need to stop.  I wonder what it is that we fear so much that these lies continue.  As I write I also gain clarity and so I asked myself the same question – What is it that I fear so much if I stop the lies to myself.  I hear

“You fear you will see the wonderous being that you are, your I am Source.  This scares you how powerful you are so you hide, you allow others to perpetrate the lies to hide their dishonest behaviour but at the same time you are doing the same thing.  You have been lying to yourself for so long.  You think you are Jan-Marie, the writer, the creator when in fact you have immense power to heal at such deep levels and you are denying this, you are denying others of this gift.  Stop lying, heal the pain, the rage at the disappointments that lies have given.

“Step out and if necessary over and BE proud to BE who you are.”

I sit here a bit stunned, and scared to be honest.  I know that my words come in a way that others hear the same words as the message is for them.  We really are being encouraged to stop the lies and step into our power.  The image I have chosen is how I feel right now.

I wonder what tomorrow will bring 🙂

Spiritual Divorce

Spiritual Divorce

2015 has brought forth some very interesting energy, amazing creative energy that has a brilliant vibrational frequency within it.  When you are sitting smack in the middle of this energy anything is possible.  It is an energy I have known would be available to us if we chose.  A new way of doing business, with Ease and Grace.  You couldn’t image how I have longed for this moment.  For me personally it has been 8 years in coming.

And yet as I came out of my cocoon of this amazing energy and once again join others it was like walking into a glass wall with a whammy.  Three times this has happened in a very short space of time.

During this time I was to experience an amazing heart healing.  I had been guided to see beyond my diffuser (sort of like rose-coloured glasses) and see my relationship with my ex-husband as it really was, not what I had thought it was.  From that came this amazing heart healing … and as I walked through this Emerald Doorway into the New Divine Heart Chakra (emerging) I awakened the colour in me and this explosion of energy came with it.

However, as it is in life, energy pulses and it wanes, it ebbs and it flows.  As I came out of my cocoon into the real world it dropped because I had not yet learned to stabilize it and maintain it.

The image on this post is Spiritual Divorce – Relationship completions.  It has been coming up a lot lately, not just for me but for others.  It appeared strongly for colleagues when I asked what was the ‘core wound’ to their hearts.  This morning it appeared again.  Yesterday I helped Nyree-Aine with her blog post on Spirituality so my first thought was hmmmm this is interesting – there is something we are hearing, yet not yet understanding.

Right now the planet Jupiter (money, expansion) is in a powerful position and a portal if you like has been opened for those who choose to leave the planet to do so with ease.  We are being asked to choose do we wish to continue with this journey of (spirituality) on this earth or leave.  I made my choice some time ago.

For almost as long as I have been fascinated by energy, emotions I have been fascinated by money.  I have watched with interest those who embarked on a spiritual journey of finding themselves, go into service to others with little or no financial return, stepping out into the market place and slavishly follow all the Business/Marking gurus models. Which never appealed to me.  I watched the increase of those offering transformational healing to people, to their businesses etc with no real understanding of the energy created.  I watched as yet again people peel away from me. as yet again. my vibration was changing.

This Transformation Accelerator, which is a part of the Second Level of the ‘Living Brilliantly’ program keeps wanting our attention.  My sense is following on with Nyre-Aine’s blog yesterday this is the next step.  Nyree-Aine has set up the ‘Unlearning Academy’ encouraging people to unlearn all that they have learned to get to the purity of what spirituality and life can be, if we allow it.

My journey has been around healing the heart. to allow this New ‘Divine Heart Chakra’ to emerge.  To unlearn we need to also heal our hearts and not at the superficial level we understand 🙂  this is deep – are you willing?  Has this life fulfilled you – or do you feel at some level that there is something so deep within your Soul that is calling you to acknowledge.  I certainly do.  25 years of deep transformational healing and I am still learning, understanding, healing.

What if there really was a fast-track process that could lead us to where the essence of Who we ARE … the Creative Force that I AM resides, would that interest you?  I know it would me.  I do sense that we are close if we allow it.

I am hearing  … you are opening yourself up to the highest level of heart healing there is, we are preparing you, Nyree-Aine and 10 others for this experience … and as this energy locks in so to shall the call go out for another 12 and another 12.

Are you being called?

Transformation – do you fear it?

Transformation – Do you Fear it?

Healed Heart versus Crisis

Heart resized

I began my journey of Transformation Healing around the same time I became interested in energy.  The two kinda went hand in hand due to the fact no-one puts a warning label on the practice of meditation and opening oneself to the Light.

In 1987 I attended an Esoteric Mystery School to learn about energy.  What appeared to be an exciting and riveting experience turned to be a life-changing event.  My 18 year marriage ended with a letter in the mail telling me it was over and it was not-negotiable.  No warning, just gone.

When faced with a huge life challenge, the only way is to move through it, and come out the other side (without leaving the planet) which can be a constant companion when deep, enormous truckloads of emotions hit the fan at the same time.   For me – I was alone, every single person in my life, both sides of the family walked away.  My son and I and the cat who hid in the laundry for 12 months, had to start from scratch.

The intensity of a life-challenge that hits from left field like this, comes because we were never taught to transform (what we were feeling) throughout our lives.  I certainly did not have any role models.  I had a father who was emotionally introverted and hit out in an abusive way to lift the intensity of what he felt.  My mother died when I was very young, so I didn’t know about nurture of self.  It was a perfect scenario for an emotionally needy person (me) to be pushed into finding out how to transform those intense feelings.  It was to lead me on an amazing journey … creating an intense need to support others going through the same experience.  What I found, was apparently it takes courage to face self – stripped to the core, bleeding, raw and vulnerable.  For me I had no choice, I either died or I dealt with it.  As everyone had gone … there was only me and my ‘Unseen’ teachers, healers and support crew who lovingly, gently wrapped their huge big arms/wings around me and held me tight.

It was ‘interesting’, and the sad part is – it doesn’t need to be this hard.  We make it hard cause we are afraid to open Pandora’s box for fear we will not survive.  Can you image what our emotional storage lockup looks like – years of suppressed crap?  Well think about a house that nothing, absolutely nothing is ever cleared, thrown out.  You know the ones, the hoarders of anything and everything.  Could you live in that house?  Probably not, very few could and yet this is what your Emotional Storage Lockup looks like if you never transform what feelings you have, what reactions, mindsets and behaviours that play out.  Or if you spend a lot of your time and energy projecting  outside of self.  And most people’s favourite – rushing here and there, spending, travelling, socializing, working their fingers to the bone – all in an attempt to run from what they may be feeling – well the ESL is huge 🙂 and don’t be fooled into thinking that no-one knows what you are suppressing – they do as I found out 🙂 reacting in some often very hurtful ways.

We are human and we are emotionally based – it is not rational to think that these emotions do not exist.  We honestly cannot live in the positive all of the time.  Life is light and dark, it is positive and it is negative, it is who we are as humans.  You cannot change emotional energy by thinking about it, you cannot change mindsets just with your mind – it requires an integration of energy for the transformation to complete itself.

What I found was that as I transformed my emotional energy so too did it change my mindsets and my behaviours which is why I am so passionate about people getting this.  Change the emotional energy and you change your life with EASE.  It doesn’t have to be hard or scary.  Mastering our emotional health is simply the same as attending to your physical health or brushing your teeth every morning and night.  The more you integrate into your daily routine the transformation of what you are feeling, reacting to – the more life flows with ease, the more your energy vibration increases and begins to MATCH that which you desire to create/manifest in life.

There is no fast-track way … it is a constant integration of living brilliantly via transformation of your emotional energy.  Learn to LOVE transformation it is you key to freedom.  It heals your heart at deep levels, it opens up doorways of opportunity with ease and grace.  It changes the struggle, the lack of joy, the lack of …. in simple and profound ways.  It is a way of life if you want to live brilliantly.

Everything is Energy

Everything is Energy

As I said in a previous post I have been studying energy and its impact on our lives  for about 28 years.  In fact it fascinated me, it challenged me, it pushed me to grow, to heal and to understand even deeper layers of what energy was and the profound impact it has on every aspect of our lives.

Recently I have had a few people ask when was I going to teach what I know – this made me pause and think, what exactly would I teach.  I have specialized in emotional healing for about 25 years and to be honest I found quite a resistance from people … so many thought they knew everything … so many ran from feeling the deeper stuff and so it went on.  When I took the Living Brilliantly program to the US people were so busy telling me that they were so stressed … yet they were running out the door calling back.  I gotta go, I have so much to do, I have money to make OMG I am so stressed and overwhelmed by it all.  Dah, that is exactly what the Living Brilliantly program does, it releases emotional stress (which is energy) and brings you back to the present with both the left and right brain balanced so you are consciously aware, centred and balanced.

However, this post is about energy … everything is energy!  Which means if you really understand energy your master your success.  Yes I have said that before, however I am not entirely convinced that people really do understand the full impact of energy.

Our thoughts are energy, our emotions are energy, our communication is energy, money is energy – everything is energy.  Our relationships, and our businesses are hugely impacted by energy.  Rooms hold energy for about six months.  This means that if you have a teenage child, sitting in their room with thoughts of fighting with the world in general – all those thoughts/energy are in that room.  You can walk in feeling awesome and within seconds feel like crap.  Restaurants, workshop venues the list goes on.  Unless they are cleared regularly they have a whole truckload of little surprises waiting to wrap their arms around you 🙂

Therefore was is your relationship to energy?  Do you consider you know all about energy? Or do you think you do?  Does that sound arrogant of me to ask that question.  Maybe you think it is.  However, I have been researching this for over 28 years and I still walk into situations that blow me away and not in a good way.  This stuff ‘energy’ either makes the day or not.  I spend a lot of time in my own company, I am happy there, working away creating etc.  In many ways I am an introvert and yet I am an extrovert when out in company.  In my own space I am in my own energy … when I am out … I am exposed to everyone’s energy.  I therefore choose where and with whom I associate with.

That is until I forget and wander off down a pathway of a business luncheon or network meeting and find a whole different experience.  Over the years I have become adapt at adjusting so I am not flattened.  However, what I have found interesting of late is how much the energy has changed. Last year was challenging as I was subjected to a Vibrational roller than negatively impacted me on all levels, however by the end of the year I was more adjusted to this vibration.  Then this year it started again and I felt it intensely again.  Last year I attended network meetings and handled the energy quite well.  2015 was a huge energy shift, amazing vibrant energy and it changed energy on so many levels.

We are back in kindergarten energy wise with this profound shift in energy.  Why?  We have not yet stabilised our ability to hold this new energy which means when in our own company we can stabilize it … when surrounded by a whole range of energy vibrations not so much (yet).

When I go to a network meeting I am constantly in awe that so many people now are working in mindset change, transformational healing however, what I also observe  is that there is still a lack of understanding of how  the energy of their communication is impacting the room.  If a person is asking participants in a workshop, to do exercises in checking in with what they feel about money, their relationships, business etc – then the energy in the room is going to change.  Suddenly there is all this emotional energy floating around and unless the facilitator is educated about energy to see this … AND transforms the emotional energy in the room, immediately, then the energy begins to downgrade its vibrancy.

You can go into the room feeling awesome and come of the room feeling like crap and flattened.  Then spend the next three days bringing your energy vibration back up to what you normally operate with.

You are going to see and experience this more and more.  The more people awaken and go forth with their version of healing, energy etc then you will find this experience of these denser energies subtly creeping up on you and it begins with a headache, a stiff neck, a feeling of heaviness.  So what do you do?  Well if you can’t leave then you need to clear your own energy field as quickly as possible.  How I do that is create a vortex of energy from the base of my feet and quickly spiral it back up my body over my head and up to the Heart and Mind of the Universal Mind/God.  Then cocoon my energy in different colours and seal it.  You might like to do a Access Conscious release, or discreetly TAP or whatever process you have to clear what has come to the surface within you (from the combined energy in the room and individually)

This is really a quick Band-Aid fix.  You will need to do some deeper processes when you return home.  One might be to check in and see what it was that triggered this density of energy for you.  There will be something.  As I checked into what triggered me it was ‘Intimacy to Self’.  Which means that for a moment in time I was not listening, really listening to ME.  Once again I felt I could not walk away from the experience.  I tell you everytime I have felt I couldn’t discreetly leave – it has been a learning curve in the making.  More and more we are being called to check in BEFORE we embark on just about everything.

  • Is this food nourishing for me?
  • Is this event the right event for me?
  • Do I really need to do this course?
  • Does this add more to me?
  • Does this bring me joy?
  • Why do I think I need to do this course?
  • Does this person really know more than I do?
  • And importantly check in with how your energy vibration is travelling.  Is it balanced, centred in the heart – is there something that needs transformation?

What I am learning this year, is that it is time for ‘Inspired Action’ very firmly ensconced in this ‘New Energy of Creation’ energy.  More and more we are being encouraged to step out and right into our own power … mindful that we have all the answers within.  It is all about listening to the energy, transforming whatever is out of whack and returning to your heart-centre and taking inspired action.

Lies to Hide Dishonest Behaviour

Lies to Hide Dishonest Behaviour

When I was a tiny tot of seven years my father beat me, based on his belief I had done something which I had not.  In fact, as my mother had just died, it was more about his grief and anger looking for a place to vent.  As it is with those who abuse, they seek to find the vulnerable to take out what they are feeling.  This was my first experience of Lies to hide dishonest behaviour.  It was not to be the last … as this was a wounding so deep that they only way it could be healed was for that experience to show up time and time again to get my attention.

Lies to hide dishonest behaviour began to get my attention and as I looked around I saw this play out again and again not just in my life but in just about everyone around me. Continue reading Lies to Hide Dishonest Behaviour